goal before 2010 ends.

Since I have been amazed by Miss Chyng's travel blog, I made this list of my must-visit place here in the Philippines before twenty-ten ends. Well, I'm not sure if I can visit all of these places because of the workloads, schedule and budget but I really want to travel now. I want to meet other people, explore and enjoy life. Try new things and enjoy being young. I want to love myself more, regain confidence and love life. =)

Here goes my list:

• Caleruega Church, Tagaytay City

 Even though my Alma mater resides in Dasmariñas,  Cavite which is just an hour away from Tagaytay, I didn't have the chance to visit such wonderful place. My roommate told me that the said place was so silent and serene and you will really find yourself talking to God once you get in there. It's not that accessible compared to other churches nearby that's why I need a private vehicle  to meet the place. I'm looking forward to visiting this place soon. Family will be visiting Tagaytay next week and I'll suggest to Papa that we should visit this place.

• Puerto Galera, Oriental Mindoro

 I'm starting to find new love, and that is the beach. But I only had quality time with beaches in Tanza, Cavite, Nasugbu and Laiya, Batangas. I want to experience watching the sunset in Puerto Galera since this place is known for its incomparable sunset view over other popular beaches in the country. Officemates are planning to visit this beach early September since it offers lean season rates which are cheap and affordable. Sana lang matuloy yung plano, para matuloy kame.

• Calaguas Island, Camarines Norte

Miss Chyng suggested that one of the must visit beach is in Calaguas Island. I don't have any idea what this beach caters to its visitors but looking at this picture answer it all. (Not much details, I'm not really familiar with the place.)

• Palawan

I called Ian, My bestfriend (girl xa, panglalake lang talaga ang nickname niya) last night when I read the blog of  Miss Chyng and tell her that we should make our dream traveling possible now that we're already earning money. I told her that we should go to Bohol or Davao and she said we should rather visit Palawan and Boracay since there are many hot boys there (boy hunting ang gusto ng lola ko).

•  Boracay 

Boy hunting sounds fun. Now that I'm single, It's time to meet new boys for me. Hehe. Anyway, I'm pretty much sure that even if it's lean season this -ber months, people will still be visiting Boracay for it has the most adorable beaches here in the country. Define white sand as it is. (The ex-boyfriend had been there many times. We've been planning to travel kaso student palang kami months ago, kea financially incapable pa. He'd been to Boracay with his family last May and as to his stories, Boracay is really a must visit beach. Dapat kasama ko nung nag beach sila, kaso may trabaho na ko nun. Bat ko pa ba to iniisip. lol)

There you go. Wish me luck in fulfilling this goal. Locally muna ang goal ko, next time abroad na. hehe. I'll keep this site posted if ever I'll be going to this places I've just listed. 

P.S. I want to share this photo, my previous visit at Laiya, Batangas sometime last March, before I got the first job. Me and my friends went snorkeling. And it was really fun and I miss them.

*bigla ako na excite magtravel. tsk. kamiss gantong feeling.
*all pictures was searched from google except for the last one of course.

i'll be over him.

I just don't know what to say or how to start, I'm puzzled about this feeling within me. I'm afraid that someday our paths will cross and I'll be looking at him, and seeing him over me but I'm not over him. I'm afraid to know that he has someone else already, and treats that someone the way he treats me before. I used to be his love, the reason why he wakes up every morning, the reason why he smiles everyday, I used to be. And that was before already. God help me. I hope I would be over this what-ifs-what-should-could-would-have-been feeling. I'm pretty much aware that we're totally over and I know for a fact that we won't be together again. We are just two different persons now, with different lives and different interests. I don't know what I want. I'm just afraid that I will lose him totally. Is this really what he wants? Erase me from his life? Pretend that I don't exist? I adore him for such courage and I envy him. I hope I could be like him, forgetting everything: the memories we used to share and the bond we used to have. I'll be over him soon. I'll pray to God again that his memories won't hunt me today. But that's impossible I know. I can't hardly breathe while writing this. But, I know and I can feel I'll be over him soon. :c 

what happenned?

"I miss us. I miss how we used to be. How we used to talk, smile, laugh. How we used to be real friends who could trust each other with everything. What happened to all that?"

*originally from raindropsonredroses (tumblr) 

save me please.

"I’m on the verge of breaking down. The strength I have to hold myself together is slowly fading away. I just need somebody, somebody to lean on. I feel so alone and I hate it. Save me, please."

*please. =(                   

*originally from raindropsonredroses (tumblr)

it hurts.

I guess being in pain is very simple. You can’t sleep at night. Your brain seems to function every minute of every hour of every day. I have learned lot of things, you can’t hold on to something that isn’t there anymore and no matter how hard you try to have something you really really want, you just can’t have it. Sometimes, two people need break-ups for them to grow up and heartbreak is there for a person to be more matured and stronger. Friends come and go and no matter how hard you try to bug them for your pain and sufferings, they just wouldn’t understand what you are going through. They don’t know how much it hurts. They don’t know how hard it feels. Beneath my smile is the pain of me being left behind by the person I love the most, and I really miss him so much. =(

 *gusto ko lang malaman, anu bang nagawa ko bakit kelangang saktan mo ko ng ganito? ='/

i want to fly to the skies.

"gusto kong maging flight attendant. gusto ko ding magtravel. yung tipong malilibot ko ang buong mundo. gusto kong lumipad. maabot ang langit. parang ang sarap sa feeling. gusto kong makahalubilo ang iba’t ibang klase ng tao, iba’t ibang uri. parang ang saya." - Ria, future flight attendant =)

 *magtratravel talaga ako, sa kahit anong paraan, maglilibot ako sa mundo.

break-ups.

"Breakups, I’ve heard, are supposed to be just that. Breaks. Hard, clean breaks. No talking, no seeing, no touching… keep your hands to yourself. The relationship is over. Half the people I know move on after a huge breakup, and frankly that makes perfect sense to me. You’re not supposed to sleep with the guy who just broke your heart a week ago. Fine. Next time I’m in this situation I’ll cry. Stay in bed and wail. Go to the gym if I can. Call all my friends and burden them with my misery. Sleep too much. Cry some more. See my therapist more often. Get a puppy. Do whatever I have to so eventually I can move on."

*sana maka move on na ko sayo:c
*originally from allglorytogod (tumblr)